i’m beginning to understand David’s Psalms in the Bible. it’s funny how my race can be such a big deal, and so can my nationality.
I don’t feel very much accepted by my country’s government now after what was known as a “chinese tsunami” contributed to their lack of Chinese votes in the general election held two days ago.
and over here in the country where I’m studying abroad, I am (sometimes) being mocked/oppressed for my nationality.
i just speak mandarin, and english with a different accent, and was born and raised in another country, with some very different mindset about various things.
that doesnt give anyone any more right to “boss over” me or say what’s right and what’s not.
Because I answer to my God and no one else.
God decides what is righteous and what is not, and may God judge over my words as well.
p.s. these are words of anger and frustration which may as well subside soon lol